12 February 2006

天平的拉扯

升华与坠落在拉扯
还要在理性感性喜剧性悲剧性重与轻投入与抽离率性知性不屑与谦卑之间
寻找平衡
漩涡或安定都叫人畏惧

看来大方得体
其实不过
一个忐忑姿势

10 February 2006

越过


若是心太嘈杂
去游荡一条更拥挤的街
若是太孤寂
去体会一座更静默的山头
若是太愤怒
去点燃一头更疯狂的火山
若是太满溢
去溶入一片更巨大的海洋

不醉

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屋里放着蓝色的酒杯
在里面灌满挣扎的趣味
来上一口匆忙匆忙的沉醉
反正是到入胃里过后去昏睡
~竹叶青.窦唯


有浅蓝的沦陷心事一杯
谁来买醉

26 January 2006

好,收工!回家过年!
耶~!! :)

魔戒 之三

But is hard to render in our common speech, and this is but a rough echo of it.


(六) 精灵们

如今何处去寻
你们曾许诺的休憩地:
有花的香气微醺
夜灵拍动翅膀 粼光闪闪
流星碎片装饰著流水般
的低音细语

每当灵魂不堪倾轧。

For the world is changing:
I feel it in the water,
I feel it in the earth,
and I smell it in the air.

太耀眼 遥远
并非……
但也许
他们会在多年后
在梦里恍惚记起……。

只是人类的世界太需要经营
这脚下土地
最脆弱的是美


(七) 无题

The leaves were long, the grass was green,
The hemlock-umbels tall and fair,
And in the glade a light was seen
Of stars in shadow shimmering.
Tinuviel was dancing there
To music of a pipe unseen,
And light of stars was in her hair,
And in her raiment glimmering.

......
Enchantment healed his weary feet
That over hills were doomed to roam;
And forth he hastened, strong and fleet,
And grasped at moonbeams glistening.
Through woven woods in Elvenhome
She lightly fled on dancing feet,
And left him lonely still to roam
In the silent forest listening.

When winter passed, she came again,
And her song released the sudden spring,
Like rising lark, and falling rain,
And melting water bubbling.
He saw the elven-flowers spring
About her feet, and healed again
He longed by her to dance and sing
Upon the grass untroubling.


(八) 扭曲者

But I felt so queer. And yet it would be a relief in a way not to be bothered with it any more. It has been so growing on my mind lately. Sometimes I have felt it was like an eye looking at me. And I am always wanting to put it on and disappear, don’t you know; or wondering if it is safe, and pulling it out to make sure. I tried locking it up, but I found I couldn’t rest without it in my pocket. I don’t know why. And I don’t seem able to make up my mind.

你入魔了
任由那无数的自我说话
矛盾但真实的
贪婪
险恶
懦弱
真实的
演绎著
淋漓尽致地

一个禁锢着另一个
更多的折磨著其他的
直到
内心的火焰将你吞灭

22 January 2006

魔戒 之二

I do not deny that my heart has greatly desired to ask what you offer. For many long years I had pondered what I might do, should the Great Ring come into my hands, and behold! It was brought within my grasp. The evil that was devised long ago works on in many ways, whether Sauron himself stands or falls.

(四)魔戒

“那魔界将出现一位女王
但我并不黑暗
我将美若晨曦,可怖若夜
丰盛如海如艳阳与覆盖的雪山
致命如骇浪如霆电
比大地的基石还要强壮
所有的人都须爱我并绝望”

或许诚实地
先与自己打上一场
在一切的战役之前
任你是谁。

强大者
被相称的权力诱惑
从不拒绝
他应得的膜拜

意志薄弱者
却不能轻易戴上
会被自己的恐惧
与支配者的欲望洞穿


(五)战士

战士非常清楚
那是他的战场
“你的时刻已降临。”
即使剥削与奴役自古皆然

永恒不变的战场。
改变
却吊诡且宿命地
成为唯一信仰

斗争过度漫长
尔后
意志须由荣耀滋养
野心由野心对抗
你学会
渐渐学会
释放力量

刻意忘掉
当初你在战场
有颗自由的心而
改变是你唯一信仰

18 January 2006

十二秒











有那么十二秒
确信自己捉住了什么
鸽子在信念的屋檐多咀


“可是对抗不公正
是为了自由
不是为了更加不自由。”
黑猫。走过窗台,碧绿的眼
盯著屋顶
我不愿落入这吊诡。

十二秒
不要大师的指导
放弃了与自身的卑微争吵
拆卸
不完整的宣言
象块石头一样的存在

午后
雨下得暴烈
象生命。